Last night, I attended my second VJ set at HeadRoom. The newest addition to Poperation Alley and Gallery, Headroom is a “completely unique and original immersive audio/visual experience. Featuring videos selected weekly by some of Second Life’s most experimental dj’s” (qtd. from the owner and creator Kasabian Beck’s profile picks).
If the last Applecross felt a bit like dancing in an impressionist painting, Colleen Lilliehook’s set at HeadRoom last night made me feel like I was “immersed” in pop art. The black and white moments of the set were amazing– almost like becoming a character in a graphic novel too. I love the visual arts, but am doomed to have a passion for them without any talent for producing them. However, to find yourself surrounded by them, a part of the visually stunning creativity of others is an amazingly inspiring experience. It woke up my creative spirit (even though it was technically past my “bed time”).
SL has given me my voice back to a degree, caused me to pick up my pen (or more accurately driven my fingers across the keys) again after a long sabbatical from writing. It is an awkward, stumbling return, however. Maturity dampens that wonderfully naive passion of youth; the fire that burns you up until you must put words on the page too often smothered by self-consciousness (I feel a bit like Prufrock–“do I dare disturb the universe?”). This blog is in and of itself a way to ease back into the world of words, to unbind my heart and mind, to find myself in words again. It isn’t easy. I’ve spent too much of the last decade running away from the words that once spilled out of me like an uncontrollable natural force. Too much time with the noise of living drowning out the passionate cries of words seeking release.
Damn, that seems a bit overly dramatic. Its simple really. I stopped writing b/c the writing had become too deeply immersed in a darkness that was overwhelming my life. I had to stop writing and learn to live my life in ways that nourished my soul rather than starving it, but to use a cliche’ I threw the baby out with the dirty bathwater. But, SL has woken up much that was lost in that time–my love of music, the importance of words in my life, and now the need to create, to spend time every day relearning how to speak in creative terms. Colleen’s set last night was like an alarm clock waking me from my artistic slumber. Like so much I have experienced in recent weeks, I found myself surrounded by the kind of conversation, music, and visual stimulation that nourishes my soul and awakens my need to create.
More than that– it was fun as hell! Videos can be enjoyed at HeadRoom at anytime; just turn off your music and turn on your streaming media as you enter. The set begins when you enter, so you will see it from the start (which can be a little confusing for newcomers attending a set if people are talking about videos further into the set than those you are seeing at the moment). Its more than worth checking out; it is something you really need to experience. Additional photos of the event can be seen at our Flickr site. HeadRoom is located inworld at: